Song Lyric of the Day:
Just hear this and then I’ll go / You gave me more to live for / More than you’ll ever know
Jeff Buckley / “Last Goodbye”
9:51PM.
I wish I could say my first day home, Sunday, was a great one, but I can’t. A day that started off with me sick and missing my first flight ended with the news that my Uncle Steve, my sister Samantha’s godfather, had died and may in fact have been murdered.
I’ve felt so discombobulated since Sunday night I can barely put a sentence or a thought together. And I feel so robbed; my whole family, and Steve’s family, was robbed of a wonderful man. I’m furious that someone may have done this to him–and to us. But mostly I’m sad.
I’ll write more when I’m doing a little better. Right now it’s hard to concentrate on anything without thinking of him.
I hope Steve knew how much my family and I loved him.
He knew.